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Sometimes Dan gives us life quotes that really make us feel better and give us a new perspective of how we want to live. But then…I start to wonder about him. He went through a hard time at school as he explains in his Draw My Life video. He also sadly dropped out of college because it was too much and not what he wanted to do with his life. Which is sort of great, because he’s getting rid of that thing in his life that he doesn’t like. Dan also used to wear all his bracelets on one wrist. Now, this could easily be just the fashion sense that Dan likes, but it has always sparked this terror in me because I wear all mine on one wrist to cover up my attempt scar. I am not accusing Dan of anything, but it had and always will worry me. But then there are the Existential Crisis’. Dan says he has them often, and in his Tour of My Brain video he says he is working on getting rid of those because they have been getting worse lately. This worried me a lot. These thoughts aren’t things people really think about and usually have a deeper reason behind it. A lot of times I look at Dan and he almost seems sad. But then I remember Phil. Phil has such a beautiful soul and big heart. When Dan is around Phil, He is smiling, laughing, and enjoying himself and Phil’s presence. And sometimes Dan looks at Phil and you just see the admiration in his eyes, the simple love he has for Phil. I cant say that its romantic or platonic, but its definitely there. And sometimes he is just looking at Phil. And its these little moments between them that Dan has Phil and Phil has Dan and as long as that is true, they are both happy. And I hope that it stays this way forever.